nostalgia

i dont blog regularly any more. i wonder why? i guess i dont know what to write anymore. life is full of things too trivial to blog about or things too personal to share.

i saw a whole lot of ppl getting drunk in nostalgia and emotion over valfis and treats. ppl talk abt missing iit, abt how wonderful their stay has been, abt how amazing the ppl around them are.

out of curiosity, i try to get nostalgic and senti too. so.. will i miss iit too? i am really not sure. i had an eventful four years no doubt, but when i look back at them i just feel a snese of blankness. its not like memories are springing at me all over the place. i barely see one or two blurred visions of the years that went by. i have to actually strain my mind to recall the memories i would like to get lost in.

and abt the ppl i have met here... i have lost touch with so many. ppl who today pass by me without a smile of recognition. and there are those i am close to today, whom i practically meet or talk to everyday. i know most of them wont be leaving my life, and i ll be in touch with them for sometime atleast.

and hence even after much straining, i cant get myself to be nostalgic or senti over iit. it just seems superficial. in fact i am waiting to get out of this place. pretty fed up of it in some ways.