being silly

sometimes you want things to be perfect
then you try to align everything to reach that state of perfectness
and a few things wont budge
so you go berserk and lose your head
and even though nearly everything is set right
the small things that wont budge appear like a glaring fault
and you fret and fume over them to no avail
and then in retrospect you realize
there was no need to make such a deal about them
but you could just as well have been happy all along
then you realize how silly you have been!